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♥ Saturday, May 30, 2009
(insert here.)
& so i've just got home.
went for klavierensemble's concert in ngee ann polytechnic, lt26
(jeff, hazm, zijian, matherine, taolian, suern, qingfu, xingxian, nigel & huiying)
actually, was there to support the bacommers.
weixuan & nadia as hosts,
weijian as actor & guitarist,
dingren, choy & xinying as singers
:D
the entire performances were awesome !
long, but worth it (:
so then, some of us went to kap mac for dinner/supper.
but i couldnt eat anything near school as i was sick,
so i starve myself at mac,
& i will starve myself to bed later.
i really believe,
being sick is equivalent to being in a bad mood.
but i just dont get it,
why some people would choose to annoy you when they can see you're not in a good mood?
it's like the word "annoyed" is written all over your face,
& you tell the person to stop.
but he/she just continue being annoying & say in your face "why cant i do that? i just want to do it."
& dont tell me he/she does not know im annoyed,
i swear the person knows it well.
conclusion, the person hates you.
or the person is too dumb to be true.
Labels: (:, ):, bacomm, friends, school
loved; 12:21 AM
♥ Wednesday, May 20, 2009
& i wish you read my mind this time.
i have been really tired these days,
& thus catching a flu as well.
not sure if im just physically or also mentally tired :/
i just want things to end.
while people are holding on their thoughts,
it's mentally tormenting me too,
but i guess they dont realise,
or they couldnt be bothered to realise.
dont ask me love,
i would be speechless at the moment.
my life has been so full of ups & downs these days,
& i wish someone would give me an answer.
ambiguous aint fun at all,
time for some good rest (:
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aLin - 今晚你想念的人是不是我 (Would you be missing me tonight)
是你找到了我 在我的心中刻下了你的承诺
you found me, & carve a promise to my heart
难道你不遵守
are you not gonna make it come true
思念纠缠着我 闭上眼我就忘了很你的理由
i missed you, & i cant bear to hate you
想起那些温柔
remembering how you showered me with care
你为什么放开我的双手
why did you let go
我试着体会生命充满各种苦衷
i tried to experience all the pains & bitterness in life
*我在黑暗之中寻找幸福的下落
im looking for the happiness in this darkness
等待原来那颗流星划过我天空
waiting for the shooting star across my sky
总要在说完再见以后才开始明白爱多浓
i would only realise how deep love is after bidding goodbye
今晚你想念的人是不是我
would you be missing me tonight
因为绝望所以学会祈求
disappointment teaches me to be more hopeful
我也不想让心痛对我予取予求
& i dont want to let the pain take over control
*
想要爱到最后的最后
i want to love you until the very end
想要和你再一次牵手
i want to hold your hand once again
除非我背叛我的灵魂
unless i could betray my soul
除非我可以假装快乐
unless i could feign my happiness
除非你忍心放我一个人难过
unless you could bear to let me suffer
**
我想念的人会不会懂
do the one i miss understand
loved; 9:01 PM
♥ Sunday, May 17, 2009
things can only get better.
& so another week has past.
well, at least to me,
this is already the end of the week.
sunday's like a rest day for me,
away from the streets, school & people.
a day of my own, where i can get more rest (:
charmaine & xuli surprised me in school on thursday,
bringing along their home made brownie :D
hardly get to meet my girls,
so it was a good opportunity!
(even though it was just for a couple of hours.)
i had to get home to get changed & prepared,
as i was back in school in the evening for school of engineering's singing competition,
which is called Souls of Entertainment.
oh yes, i was there as a judge.
the whole thing was cool, & many of them sang well,
but i thought they would have done better managing their time & people (:
& yesterday was BA_COMMunications Inauguration 2009!
i was there as a cold & antisocial loner,
HAHAHA.
okay, that was to the newbies,
but i think they were wondering what is this crazy girl doing there :/
& that's besides the point.
committee 09/10 & a few of us went to kap mac for very late lunch
(darren, nigel, matherine, joshua, edison, cordelia, hongwei, eugene, jeff, xingxian, qingfu, samanthaheng, boonchin, samanthathen, weixuan, jiaw, benjamin & some people i hope i didnt leave out)
while the rest decided to go home after the long morning,
some of us head to town for karaoke session (:
(jeff, xingxian, qingfu, boonchin, nigel & matherine)
which was short but we were crazily shouting most of the songs,
& that was really scary, to me.
met taolian after her work for "dinner"
(note: it was already past 10pm.)
boonchin & matherine headed home,
& the rest of us went to casuarina curry for prata.
it's been long since i was out of house for the entire day since morning to 12mn,
im transforming into a geek soon!
but DEFINITELY, not for facebook.
*big smile*
Labels: (:, bacomm, friends, love, school
loved; 12:45 PM
♥ Tuesday, May 12, 2009
you.
Clay Aiken - Not Suppose To Love You Anymore
We agreed that it was over,
now the lines have all been drawn,
the vows me made began to fade but now their gone.
Put your pictures in a shoe box,
and my gold ring in a drawer.
I'm not suppose to love you anymore.
Now Sherry says she's jealous of this freedom that I've found.
If she were me she would be out on the town, and she says she can't
imagine
what on earth I'm waiting for.
I'm not suppose to love you anymore.
Chorus:
Oh I shouldn't care, or wonder where, and how you are,
but I can't hide this hurt inside my broken heart.
I'm fighting back emotions that I've never fought before,
cause I'm not suppose to love you anymore.
Now I'm writing you this letter and it's killing me tonight,
that I agreed when you believed it wasn't right,
and I couldn't sleep up on the bed,
so I'm down here on the floor,
where I'm not suppose to love you anymore.
Repeat Chorus
I'm fighting back emotions that I've never fought before
cause I'm not suppose to love you anymore
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i should, stop.
because you & i know we're going nowhere.
i went through the pictures,
& i saw me first,
then i would see you close by.
but i should just let it pass.
i thought it was all over,
until you're back again.
but then again,
you're never really there.
i heard you say,
but i wouldnt speak.
im too afraid to say anymore,
& your last words tore me apart.
Labels: ):
loved; 11:09 PM
♥
L.O.V.E
& here i am, back again (:
it has been a really busy weekend for me!
grandma & aunt came from malaysia on friday & stayed at my place
so i was busy being a host.
& they were here for one major reason,
andy, my brother's wedding :D
we woke up uber early on sunday morning for the tea ceremony,
i was glad the sky decided to stop pouring rain (:
so this is the lovely newly wed, andy & joelle.& of course, my uber adorable grandmother! :D
the really gorgeous photos on the wall.i must say,
they hired really great photographers!
& outfit number 2,before they set off to joelle's house (:
note: I LIKE THE BED, IT'S REDDDD.
so we had a little time for a break,while the couple gets busy once again.
& time flies,
it was the solemnisation session (i hope i get this right) @ marriott hotel.
we get to rest in one of marriott hotel's room,while the others were doing their last minute preparation.
awww, how sweeeeet!but the justice (whatever his name is) was really long winded, to me.
"love has no beginning & no end, it is forever."
& here comes the dinner :D
the setting for our VIP table is awesome!the blue roses were so so pretty,
& it was there throughout the entire dinner.
we didnt have to help ourselves with the food, at all.
the food was served to us in our servings (:
the first walk down the aisle,& cutting the cake.
now the second & final walk,& champagne.
but it tastes pretty awful,
i couldnt bear to finish one glass.
now they are off on their honeymoon for an entire week,
grandma & aunt have also return to malaysia.
the house is oh so quiet, yet again.
(except the fact that im still around, HAHAHA.)
Labels: (:, family, love, wedding
loved; 6:41 PM
♥ Friday, May 08, 2009
& i'll be waiting.
i have been busy
& will continue to be.
so you might hardly get to see me on blog & msn.
i have no time for computer,
but i'll always have time for friends.
so, call/text me instead :D
Labels: away
loved; 12:19 PM
♥ Tuesday, May 05, 2009
you make me go lalala.
random of the week:
peishan wants to get a girl group together,
be it a dance, a song, or both.
HAHAHAHA.
Labels: random
loved; 9:45 AM
♥ Friday, May 01, 2009
you know what i say.
10 random thoughts:
1. I hope everyone I know is fine now, especially those that I don't get to see and/or talk to very often.
2. I'm in neeeeeed of mahjong & karaoke session.
3. I feel like taking up dance classes again, but my fatass is too lazy to budge.
4. I start missing people from the moment I part with them, so to conclude, I MISS EVERYONE ALL THE TIME!
5. I don't mind being fat, but I don't like my fat thighs. (miss contradiction as usual, yeah.)
6. I wish there are 48 hours a day, so I can sleep half the time.
7. I am not lying or trying to be humble when I say I can't sing or dance. I MEAN IT.
8. I love being ugly, (not so typical of a girl, i know.) because it scares superficial people away.
9. I want a movie marathon soon, at someone else's place.
10. My mom has moved, anyone needs facial, you know how to get me.
Labels: random
loved; 4:23 PM
♥
you would have perfect everything.
HAPPY LABOUR DAY !
(okay, random.）
BA_COMMunications recruitment drive 2009 had finally ended !
it's a success, yay.
thank you COMMITTEE 09/10 (so this includes all the GLs as well)
you know i still love you all,
even though i could be anal, fierce, strict & whatever else.
this is a brand new start,
dont stop, keep going.
every little step adds up to a better & greater ba_comm (:
thanks to all who were there for me,
even strangers.
those who were there when i did my not so good singing,
im surprised.
especially the strangers (hopefully not anymore) whom i brought into ba_comm who were there to support.
ba_communications, spread the love.
Labels: (:, bacomm, friends, love, recruitment drive
loved; 4:01 PM
